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Crying, I shook my head. “I had a dream Loanne. A dream that he was beside me. He kissed me and
- I felt his lips.. and the warmth of him as he hugged me.”
“Baby your just recalling those feelings because of what your going through right now. Calm down.” Loanne said. I shook my head repeatedly. “No… no I can’t calm down Loanne… I can’t. I need to see him right now.” I said. I kept on muttering that I had to see him. I had to make sure what was
real or not.
“Okay.. okay… tell me where you are and I will come get you.” She said.
I told her exactly where I would be, and she said that she will see me soon before ending the call. As
I silently dropped the phone onto my lap. I felt another onslaught of tears falling down. Sobbing
even harder, I wrapped my arms around myself.
“Issac” I sobbed as I stayed on the floor.
Lily
I stood outside her door and listened to her cry. I didn’t know why she was crying, but I knew that it
had to be about this person named Issac. I didn’t know if I should open the door and walk through, or just stay here and wait until she calmed down. I didn’t know what but my wolf told me to do it.
She was family. She needs someone right now.
Opening the door silently, my heart broke at what I saw in front of me. She was sitting on the floor, hugging herself while crying. I walked slowly over to her and sat down right beside her. She didn’t seem to notice my presence and with that, I wrapped my arms around her shaking body and brought her close to me.
“Hush…” I whispered as I felt her freeze up and then wrap her arms around me. I can already feel her tears leak onto my shirt but i didn’t care. She was in pain and I had to be here for her.
After a couple of minutes, she calmed down. “Are you okay?” I asked her. She silently nodded her
head and moved away from me.
“Do you want to tell me what’s wrong?” I looked at her and she looked like she was thinking about something. “It was just a dream…” She whispered hoarsely.
“A dream about someone named Issac?” I asked her. Her eyes watered up a bit before she whiped
them away.
“Yea…”
“Was he someone important? Did he do something to you?”
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She shook her head.” He didn’t do anything to me… he is a very important person and please can we not talk about it…” She pleaded with me.
I looked at her and nodded my head. “Okay. Let’s get you washed up and put some food into you “t said as I helped her towards the bathroom.
Promise
(Day 5)
Everything was heavy, my mind, my body. I must’ve used to much energy when I was crying fast night, but then I was glad that Lily was there to comfort me.
After I calmed down last night, Lily told me that I had a fever so she was happy that the medicine that the pack doctor gave her helped my fever run down, while I on the other hand was not happy. If it meant that the fever made me sleep that long, then I wished the fever would completely take over so I can be with issac once more.
Don’t say that…
Issac’s voice rang through my mind. Closing it, I knew that he would say that to me if he was still here. He would scold me and tell me millions of reason on why I shouldn’t say that. Usually if Loanne was scolding me, I would tune her out but whenever Issac did that, I wouldn’t tune it out, I
would just sit there and watch him rant.
The way he gestures when he makes a point. The way he would run his fingers through his hair whenever he was frustrated at me or something else. Those little things, I miss dearly.
Currently I was sitting in the living room with the T.V on. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Nathan playing cars and it brought a faint smile on my lips. But it soon disappeared as I remembered that I told Lily and Jayden I will be leaving sometime tonight, or tomorrow morning.
The looks on their faces didn’t really help with my decision. Especially Lily. I was glad though that they agreed saying that my car was fixed but the only thing that they had to do was make sure that the roads are cleared, and I was pretty sure that it was cleared. Right now, they are still in the bedroom probably talking about how I’m leaving. And will never know that they will never see you again. My inner self spoke softly to me.
It was for the best… they didn’t care about me 8 years ago, so why let them care for me now?
DING DONG
DING DONG
DING DONG
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The front door bell rang repeatedly. I looked over at it, and slowly stood up. Making my way towards
the front door, I opened it and my eyes went wide with shock at the person standing in front of me.